Rambling

     Overall, I feel good, but if I were to put it into words, I would say, “well, fuck.” This weekend was something of a maladventure. Is that a word? It should be. First of all, I am forced to go home to pay off a speeding ticket. This is because I was too lazy to send it in the mail. Today I learned that laziness is stupid. Well, last Thursday. Anyway, it’s not so bad…I get to go home and grab stuff that will keep me from dying of exposure and do laundry and do a bunch of stuff that I can’t remember right now.

     I also take the two night opportunity to become nocturnal, somehow flipping my sleep schedule in a weekend. My incessant coughing helped with that, I suppose. So I do manage to get a lot of stuff done, I just can’t remember it. Finally, the drive home takes a record 6 hours in a snow storm, one hour of which was spent completely stopped. Finally I get to DK’s place and I feel like I have done absolutely nothing all day. All weekend, in fact.

     I did have a good conversation with Josh Ong while I drove. It’s probably a good thing I didn’t talk the whole ride though, because I probably would have died. These were some of the worst road conditions I’ve ever encountered. Crystallized, powdery slipsnow with zero visibility. I guided myself using the brake lights on the cars in front of me. I actually skidded off into the ditch once before I figured out that braking didn’t work quite the same way as before.

     I was thinking…and this is random, but…it’s so easy for McDonalds to dominate new markets due to economies of scale. If you have billions of dollars, it’s not too difficult to make millions more.

     The real challenge is taking $1…and making $2 from it.

One Thing

There’s something called Curly’s Law, which you can use to succeed in anything. It’s simple, really: Do One Thing.

Unfortunately, I’m not very good at doing one thing.

This is an understatement. Even when I sit still to think my life out, I can only bring it down to three to five items. They are as follows: Dance, Game, Restaurant, Languages, and Act.

Dance, because I don’t think I can stop. Game because I want to start a video game company. Restaurant because I want to open some sort of concept restaurant. Languages because I enjoy learning languages. Acting because there is a grievous mark on my soul. However, the main focus are the first three.

I sat down and meditated to figure this out after I went on a walkabout/dancestroll. I was distracted by how cool I thought I looked XD – we are on the outskirts of a storm, winds were whipping my bandanna around, and I was meditating on a concrete outcropping.

Peacock.

But all in all, it was productive. I’m rethinking my teaching English in Korea after I graduate. I don’t think it fits with any of my goals, or teaches me anything I can use to reach them better. Instead, I might run away to California to work for In-N-Out Burger and dance with the crews out there. That is, if I’m good enough. I just have to fit the video games in somehow…

I guess there is just One Thing I can be good at – Life, and loving it. I can’t help but feel it’s all up from here.